A fruitful trip.

Well, well, well.
Went to orchard with my sis yesterday to accompany her shopping.
Settled down at Pasta Mania to have our breakfast first.
Then went over to Party World to have our singing session.
After that, was walking down to Heerens and saw my sis modelling agent, Sunny.
He is so damn gay man.
Kept saying he like me so much and say that I'm cute.
'So cute! I like' His signature sentence.
Took bus down to bugis street and started the shopping spree.
Everything is so damn cheap there and I got myself 2 tee and a bermudas.
Its been a long time since we went out shopping together.
Back to woodlands to have dinner with cliques.
I'm broke now:(:(:(
Pray for my dad to strike 4D later:):):)
Bye!

A Simple Personality Test.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Its not up to me anymore.

If you want me in your life,

you'll find a way to put me there.

Farewell!

U/S

Everything starts from Dbl O.
Its your favourite job I guess.
I did not agree on you working there initially.
But you told me that you simply want to work.
Yes, I accepted and let you go.
Being there for you every night.
Waiting for your return under your block.
And so, you've found new friends there.
Texting them more then texting me.
Going out with them without me knowing.
I'm disappointed.
And the very next day, things happened again.
How much trust I had for you,
how much love I had for you, is gone.
You hide many things behind me,
break the trust I had for you.
And when I called you up,
some other guys pick up for you.
Did you ever think how would I feel?
Taking plenty of photos with them without knowing whether they are good or bad.
You said you love me, but I simply can't feel the love you had for me.
You know I dislike you working at a pub.
But you still chose to work when i disagree on it.
And again, I grant you and accept it.
You neglected me during your work.
You don't seems to text me as soon as you ended your work.
And whenever I needed you, you aren't here for me.
So this time round, I'm determine with my demand.
At such crucial moment, you still chose to work when you know that I insisted.
So where do I stand in your heart?
I wonder why do you love your job so much.
So much until the extent of losing someone else you love.
You'd never be the one giving in.
You'd never be the one sacrificing.
All you want is to work, as you can do a lot of things there without me knowing.
You said you know that you'll lose someone due to your decision.
You know it, and did you change your decision?
No. You still stick to it even knowing what will happen next.
And now, I'm the one doing the make up.
Accepting it unwillingly.
Can I not accept? I can't.
As you never want to quit your job.
Your job is the one who brought to us, today.
A different us from before.
I tried to accept, but I can't do it anymore.
Did you tried to quit? You did not.
I'm just simply disappointed in you, hopeless in you.
I do love you still, but now, I guess I should stop.
I'll try as I know I'm not suitable for you.
As for you, continue with your persistence in that job.
That's all I can do and that's the love I had for you.
Where's yours?

Money!

Well, well, well.
Went to ECP yesterday night and ........,
we reach so late till the bicycle shop also close already.
Even the last bus back to Woodlands also finished.
So we took a cab back to 515 to slack.
Cause someone can't go home.
So the rest got to accompany till morning then she go home.
Had a great day sitting at 515.
What a nice event planned by ............
Never mind. After that go home and sleep at 1.
Just woke up not long ago and now sitting in front of the com blogging.
Anyway, I'm so into the game, 'Pet Society' in the Facebook.
Haha. My sister ask me play so that I can kill my boredom.
Now, I'm so broke already.
How? How? How?
Money faster come!!!!!
Ok. I shall stop dreaming and get myself prepared to go 515 already.
Night!

Gave up!

Was too bored to stay at home so called zhu da niang.
Went back to WGS yesterday as there's Red Cross camp.
Its been ages since I went back school.
It really make me feels as if I'm home.
Went and find zhu da niang to chat.
And found out that RC is not doing so well now.
Well, its non of my business already.
So ended up playing instead of helping out.
Played till 12am and left in a hurry.
As i need to be standing at the bus stop behind 888 before 12.24am.
And luckily, I'm able to catch the last bus home.
Missed school days alot!

Broken Strings (feat. Nelly Furtado) - James Morrison
Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real
Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real
Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

Just find the lyrics quite meaningful.
LOL. Random, zzZ.

Endure.

Pictures are up on Vanessa's blog. I'm lazy to upload.
Went to celebrate Vanessa's birthday on Friday.
Meet for singing session first then over to Cosmo for dinner.
Saw Micheal Jackson's 'wife' there.
Went Clinic after dinner.
Took NR2 back home from Clarke Quay and meet friends for awhile before heading home.
I've been looking for jobs recently as life is so boring nowadays.
Other than eat, sleep and smoke, there's nothing else I can do.
Nevermind, school in a months time.
Just endure for this period and I guess I'll be busy with school stuffs.
Alright, gonna turn in now already. Goodnight!